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I wish people would stop asking me "whats wrong?".
Everything.
There's your answer.

wish cerealxkiller would write more entries.

Why can't I ever date a guy who's friends respect me.
I am so pissed right now.
I dealt with this kind of bullshit before and I'm not doing it again.

I got my nose pierced with Justin.
Matt leaves in a week which I'm not happy about.
Chris is here most of the time which is fun.
My unemployment was denied. Don't know what to do.
I have a job interview on Wednesday. I better get it so I don't have to move back home.
If I don't get it I'll probably just move back to Ocean City. WHATEVER life.

Such a good summer.

I keep forgetting about my lj since everyone writes on twitter all day.
Matt and Chris just left. The past few days were fun. So much food so little sleep.
Everyday should be like that.

TheKurn (10:03:22 PM): youre the perfect girl
TheKurn (10:03:31 PM): i just wanna do cute things with you
TheKurn (10:03:36 PM): and show you off to the world


Best boyfriend.

OCNJ ruled. Matt and his friends are all wonderful.

Things I'm looking forward to:

Relaxing the entire day.
Seeing Matt for the 4th of July.
Leaving for Ocean City, Maryland on Tuesday with Tara.
Seeing Daisy & Snap.
Playing Wii.
New Vans!
Eatting delicious food all week.
Laying on the beach.
Swimming in the ocean.
Getting Dumsers!
Fireworks & Set Your Goals.
BLINK 182!!
Boardwalk at Hershey park.


Things I'm not looking forward to:

Work.
Saving money to pay bills.
More work.

Can't wait to see Matt on Wednesday!

I spent yesterday in New Jersey which was awesome. I met some of Matt's friends and they're all so nice and I hope they like me. I had such a good day and I was sad to go home.
On the way home I got a bit lost in Jersey. My phone died. Couldn't find my directions. There was an accident on 222 so I had to take a crazy detour. Got lost again. And finally got home around 4 am. I would usually take this as a sign that I shouldn't go back, but fuck that. Matt rules and I have a huge crush on him and don't see it disappearing any time soon.
We had an emergency at work today which consisted of a dog seizing. So sad. It reminded me of Midnight and the last week we had her before we had to have her euthanized. Totally bummed me out.
I miss Justin a lot. I think we're finally hanging out tonight so that will be good. It sucks that I rarely see him anymore.
Matt's coming over on Thursday - Saturday. Seriously can't wait.

Feeling so much better.
Matt was here for the past three days which ruled. I wish he was still here making me peanut butter and banana sandwhiches.
Hope this summer doesn't turn out like last summer. I have so much to look forward to.

Days are a little better.
Ian and Matt came to hang out on Friday evening which was a lot of fun. I bought them burritos and we went to the carnival.
I work double shifts so much this week. Sucks. Hopefully my paychecks will be good.

I can't believe someone went to the holocaust museum with a gun.
I also can't believe that people are still denying that the holocaust happened. What's wrong with people. It bums me out so bad that people are so ignorant.

I haven't been in a good mood in the past month. Nothing's getting better.

Most people are scumbags.
Done with them.

I wish I could just be happy for one whole day.

story of my life.

Prooooooobably one of the best weekend I've had in a long time.
Robbie and I went to Roburritos on Friday which was delicious as always. Afterwards we went to the carnival where we won 7 fish but traded 6 of them in for a big one:


I was stoked on them! We bought goldfish starter kit/fishbowl at Wal Mart and went home. Once we got home I realized that the fish was way too big for the bowl, but it was late so I had to put him somewhere so I just put him in and decided I'd handle the situation in the morning. I woke up Saturday morning and he was still alive and hanging out, so I emailed someone I know and asked them if I could put him in their fish pond. After I sent the message Tara and I went to the market for lunch and to get some vegetables. We dropped the veggies off at the house and then headed over to the alpaca show where we met up wtih Allison. The alpacas were awesome! I met one that I really liked, and his name was David:

He was adorable. We spent a lot of time with him and he kept giving me little kisses on the cheek. Sooooooo cute. I definitely want to take a trip to New York to visit him. After the alapacas the 3 of us came to my house because we decided we were going to take the fish to a lake and set him free. Unfortunately when I came in my room he was nose first in the rocks. Terrible. He was definitely too big to flush so we put him in a bag and took him to my favorite place to put him to rest. So now John Joseph the fish is in Snow Palace/fish heaven. On a good note, Milo is still alive and having a fun life in his bowl! So after we said our goodbyes we ate some snowballs and stopped at a few places and came home. Tara and I made veggie lasagna which was deeeeeeeeelicious! We also watched "Better Off Dead" and "Wristcutters". Definitely best Saturday (minus the passing of my beloved fish). I worked today from 1030-9 which was terrible. I'm supposed to go in there tomorrow at 9 to talk about transferring. I'm hoping I can finally get out of that store. The rest of the week should be good. Working Monday & Tuesday. Possibly seeing Fireworks on Wednesday. I work Thursday. And Friday Colby and I are going to Doylestown for Mindset/Force Fed. Followed by a weekend of working. Hopefully Milo will still be alive by the end of the week.

Last night was the worst set I've ever seen Saves the Day play. The only good thing about it was the Gorilla Biscuits shirt. Ohhh well. Number 18 let me down.
Had fun hanging out with Mike, though!
Excited to see Courtney & Josh tonight!
Also excited for Bane on Tuesday!

This week has ruled thus far and will keep ruling.
I got my other foot tattooed yesterday:





Saves the Day for liffffeeee. Love nightingale. <3
Last night I went to see Third Eye Blind with Heather G. It rulllllllled. I'm so happy she asked me to go with her. I've loved Third Eye Blind for so long. I'm so happy they played "Motorcycle Driveby". Soooo good.
It has been so hot in my apartment so my mom bought me an air conditioner. She rules.
Thursday I plan on relaxing. It's definitely needed.
Friday I'm picking up Mike and we're going to see Saves the Day and Alkaline Trio. I can't wait!
Saturday Courtney and Josh are coming home and Josh's bands are playing at The Depot. Excited!
This is a good week to start off the spring/summer!

Tara and I made a delicious dinner last night consisting of vegetarian chicken fajitas and tofu spring rolls. They ruleddddd. Mark and Zach ate with us around 10:30 when they got home from rock climbing. I invited Colby over to eat but he had band practice and missed out.
I got a notice on my car saying that if I didn't remove it from the printostat by 6pm Tuesday that they would remove it for me. Now I have to go buy a parking permit to park on the street.
Matt came over on Monday night and we watched Marley and Me and cried our eyes out. Worst movie ever. I don't even want to think about it.
I've only raised $26 for the March for the Animals. Everyone around here is a cheap asshole that doesn't want to support another states SPCA. All of the animals need help. Not just the York ones. Duhh.
Tomorrow is New Found Glory with Ann and Justin which I'm pretty excited about.
Saturday Tara and I are going to a puppy pancake breakfast to support the SPCA in York. It should be a good time! Saturday night my brother's band is playing at Club 19 (ughhhh). I'm not working so my family and I are going.
And Sunday is the March for the Animals! So excited. People need to support!
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